10 march 2019
Imagine this is the first time I have written in my assignment 3 diary. This is because I have little to say on the subject. I am not enjoying this whole part of the course. Yes I think digital imagery is vitally interesting as we are living in the modern world. But somehow it has been presented in a very boring way for me.
I have just been reading and reading. I find the topics cross over so writing about each project and or exercise cannot really be separated in my head.
12 march 2019
So yesterday was feedback day. With the wind howling in both UK and France the connection was very unstable. This lead to a very disjointed communication. In the end I was left with no new ideas as to how I could or should improve this assignment. I am unsatisfied with it, I don’t know how to turn it into a more interesting story. So what to do now. Present it again at a side wide hangout or present it at the next DI&C hangout in April. Perhaps the time lapse between now and then might give me some perspective on it.
I feel this module is killing my creativity. I had a friend come by this morning who gave me his old analogue camera. I am determined to buy some rolls of film and to take at least one shot every day in my garden and around the island. I hope to be able to develop these in my new studio when it gets sorted.
Today is the 30th anniversary of the World Wide Web. I heard Tim Berners Lee on the BBC this morning talking about how he does not like how it developed. My husband was one of those involved in the beginnings of the www. He and a friend and colleague discussed how this www could be distributed in Europe if they could get the PPTs to work together. The Irish government sent him to Luxembourg to work on this and he and his colleagues finally succeeded. He knew Berners Lee. My husband too is disgusted at how it developed. He has almost no social media presence. For him this was a research tool but global business has destroyed their great ideas.
13 March 2019
‘Compassion fatigue‘ interesting for me to analyse where i stand in relation to this. Read David Cambell and wrote it up. Last night was the Cafe Philo which was held, exceptionally last night, here in the local cinema. The title “what Film has taught us”. It was presented by the chair of our local cinema. He is a good speaker and traced the development of film from still images to films created to be viewed on small screens like Roma. He used clips to illustrate his talk and it was amusing and interesting.
After some light snacks we watched “La Nuit américaine” by Francois Truffaut. A hilarious movie about making a movie.
14 March 2019
Just watched the Tim Hetherington film of Restapo in Afghanistan. Need to give this a rest for now as I am feeling frustrated and almost ill at what I saw. I hate war films but when it is for real it is even worse. What is the purpose?
15 March 2019
What sad news to wake up to – the slaughter in the two Mosques in Christchurch. New Zealand has always appeared to be the safest place on earth. Having spent a Winter travelling around south island in a camper van I never had one instants disquiet. We marvelled at the honesty of people in general – vegetable and fruit sellers who left their produce in a cooler outside their homes with an honesty box for payment.
Just texted our great NZ friend and she is at a Gambian concert of kora player with djemba drum accompaniment, in Wellington. Just sent me a video – the world is becoming ever smaller. We worked together in West Africa, travelled together in New Zealand and Chile see one another whenever possible.
17 March 2019
St Patrick’s day – Happy St Patrick’s day to me!!!! So happy to read this morning that Daido Moriyama has won the Hasselblad Foundation Award;
https://www.bjp-online.com/2019/03/daido-moriyama-wins-2019-hasselblad-award/?
18 March 2019
The morning after the night before!!! I presented the upgraded version of my #chile-water project. There was general consensus that it was a vast improvement on the first. I asked if it needed to be scrapped and a new idea put in place. Everyone, including Clive, were against this idea. Clive went as far as to say he liked it because it was different and I was trying to say something. There were a number of helpful suggestions as to how its clarity and consistency could be improved. So I will stick with it for the moment and work further on it.
Having trouble with hearing aids. Had to go to audiologist this morning. Big lump of wax removed from ear but that did not solve the whistle. She has put another layer of varnish on the mould and we will see if that helps. If not I will have to get another mould made in a rush which is never the best way to do these things.
19 March 2019
Loved John Snow’s interview with David Baily on C4 News last night. He says it like it is. Then watched Religeuse Abusees, l’autre Scandale de l’Eglise on Arte. Not brilliantly filmed but a truly shocking account of the abuse of nuns by priests worldwide.
20 March 2019
Well today was an interesting French experience. We celebrated St Patrick here with 16 friends. A row broke out and it was unbelievable. The French are just like the Irish….. I couldn’t work afterwards I was too traumatised!!!!! I also learned a load of VERY bad french words.
22 March 2019
Calm has been restored in the Mahon household with many apologies by those involved in the fracas. Life is a living drama.
Finished Camera Lucida yesterday and loved it. Hope to write a review although that seems presumptuous as I am sure there as many reviews as there are hairs on my head.
Went to the cinema to take my pre booked place for the film from the Paris National Opera of the ballet Le Lac des Cignes (Swan Lake). What a journey of joy. Will write a review.
28 March 2019
It’s been a very busy week moving ourselves from our adopted country back to our home country – a luxury problem as my son insists -and indeed it is. I spend several days cleaning before I leave so that I can return to a clean house at the end of the Summer.
The trip back took two days as we stopped off to see grandchildren on our arrival in Ireland. We set off for our final part of the trip, yesterday morning. We had heard that there had been an accident on the road which could cause delays… First bus journey went smoothly. Second bus arrived ten minutes late. The driver seemed in no rush – welcome back to Ireland. No information about accident, no information on the bus as to it’s destination, questions to driver about accident gave no clear indication as to whether we would be delayed or not. Arrived at a roundabout and the Garda sign indicating that a deviation was in place. Off the main road on to country lanes in a bus with trucks coming in the opposite direction meant serious delays. Missed the next bus but this is rural Ireland so standing on the side of the road surrounded by our luggage a car stopped and it was one of our island neighbours. She was doing her mainland shopping. Tiny car but we managed with luggage balanced on knees. Beautiful sunshine meant we lingered on mainland waiting for next ferry so that we could sit and enjoy the scenery while sipping a G&T. Life is good.
Next ferry, island bus to house gate – our cat in the driveway like we had never been away. She knows when we are due home… She freaks out the neighbours by returning to our door the day before we are due. No problems in the house, heating fired up, cat snuggled on her chair and broadband working.
We start our next six months…
30 March 2019
Settled in and the garden merry go round starts again for another season. Took most of the morning yesterday to get the machinery up and running. Having someone using your machinery always causes problems but I have no choice. The lovely guy who was mowing for me this Winter came to an impasse with the mower and could not get it to run. My husband spent all morning cleaning it, changing plugs and doing whatever it is one needs to do to keep complicated machines running. Island living necessitates that one has to be a plumber, a mechanic, a roofer as well as all the other normal things mainlanders get workmen to do.
Finished first draft of essay yesterday gave it to son, an IT specialist, and daughter, an executive with an American company, to read and critique, Not sure if they will have time. Will also give it to my neighbour here who is an IT whizz and very knowledgeable Internet guy. Hope they all have time. Very difficult for young people today as their lives are so busy… Son in Edinburgh for rugby match, daughter in Ghent with favourite cousin for a girls weekend!!!!! Neighbour, at least, is too poor to go anywhere so might have time.
Started reading Part 4. Am amazed at the things I don’t know. I never heard of the Second Life market or movement. Am fascinated by it. Will have to research it. Can’t find the Werner carte de visite book. Have asked my librarian friend here to see if she can get a copy. It is too expensive to buy.
1 April 2019
April Fools day – let’s hope I will not be anyone’s fool today. Am deeply saddened by the death , at the age of 90, of Agnes Varda. Such a wonderful free spirit. I loved her last film Visages, Villages with JR.
Am reading into Second Life – weird stuff. Decided to call up to my neighbour, as he is a very experienced techie, to say “hello” on our return and to see if he was familiar with Second Life. Of course he is and gave me lots of information. Apparently, John O’Connor, the head of DIT (Dublin Institute of Technology) who run a Visual Arts degree course here on Sherkin Island, gives lectures on Second Life, to his students. I’ll follow this up. I also brought it up on last night’s hangout and Kate gave me a link to another student, Catherine Banks, work on the subject.
Reading how Second life works here:
https://computer.howstuffworks.com/internet/social-networking/networks/second-life3.htm
2 April 2019
Thinking about what I would like to do for A4/A5. I am tempted towards Second Life but I see another student has already done this. i would have to find a different angle. Could look at who and why so many ‘members/residents’ have abandoned the site. But I would like to join and see what I could ‘make’ there. I find it a bit creepy and it would appear that most people there are over 40 and many are handicapped. That’s great if they feel liberated in their virtual bodies but for able bodied members what are they getting out of it? Might be an interesting project to see the numbers on different categories there. I think I am fairly shock proof at this stage but I would probably have to purchase some sort of advanced membership to look at stuff which would probably repulse me. As I said at the hangout it both attracts and repulses me. Wonder if there is a more up to date site like it with easier possibilities.
Another idea is to investigate hubby’s involvement in the beginnings of the Internet as the Irish representative on the European Communities Euronet Diane project which joined up the European PTTs thus facilitating intranets and eventually the Internet.
Looks like a wet day ahead so garden may have to be left for the day. I am trying to get it sorted to reduce work later on. My studio also awaits fitting out so a wet day might advance this. Access is still a problem but hope son may come at Easter and advise.
4 april 2019
I ordered a copy of Robbie Cooper’s Alter Ego photograph book. I like the idea of this book. It might give me some ideas. for A4 & 5 projects. I like it because it involves making images.
My hubby was asked to contribute to a research site about the origins of the Internet. here is his summary of his involvement.
Barry Mahon
If I chose this topic I could research original computers and old technologies as well as interview those who are still around.
6 April 2019
Woke up this morning to hear a short talk on BBC World Service about a teen video streaming social media site called Tic Tok. So many social media sites I know nothing about. Would hate to be a parent of young teens. I do have grandchildren of that age. Wondered about interviewing teens about their social media usage as project. Don’t know too many teens – only about six on our island here and they are all first cousins so if one wouldn’t talk then none would. As a family they tend to be super private….
Sometimes I feel I am living in a parallel world! But this seems like a sensible site to help parents navigate social media:
https://www.commonsensemedia.org/research/social-media-social-life-2018
This Tic Tok site seems to have many men commenting on the young peoples video encouraging them to be more sexually explicit. Requests to remove these comments sometimes worked and sometimes didn’t. Wonder also would Google and or Facebook, who have their headquarters in Dublin give me any time if I studied them as project. They are very protectionist. Mark Zuckerberg was here this week and said ‘nothing’. He is like an automaton.
Emerged from my mental block about getting back to making images. Decided to set up a pin hole project for myself. Made several images with pin hole cap on D800. have not looked at them yet but happy to be out there again. I was so demotivated after the Chile project I couldn’t get out there. Also my studio is as it was at the end of last summer – no shelves, no safe access. We have been too busy bringing garden back to life to get in there. Hubby trying to regulate dehumidifier so it is not using too much electricity. Humidify on an island is the main problem…
All this will get sorted. I am sure but a bit frustrating on top of my lack of motivation re course. Had feedback from son re essay – I don’t think he really has time to read thoroughly… Gave it to retired head of department, English teacher, but she is very busy at the moment on project work. Hope she gets round to it. Might ask my IT neighbour to have a look but need to get in some beers for him!!!!
7 April 2019
After torrential rain early morning the sun came out so garden clearing continued. The north facing rockery did not get properly put to bed last autumn so it is very weedy.
Watched a BBC4 programme about Sean Scully. I never really liked his work but he was born very near where I was born so I have known him all my life (not personally but by reputation). As he says not many people make it out of Inchicore to stardom!!!! I can’t decide if he is a charlatan or a great abstract artist. I like or even love some of his work but these tend to be variations on his squares. He talks a lot of psycho babble about his work. My neighbour here on the island is a very well know Danish artist who went through a period of painting rectangles and squares. I own one of these. But when i asked Claus what it meant he replied “It is just a painting it is not ‘about’ anything”. me thinks Scully protests too much!
Reading about ‘the gaze”. very relevant in the time of #me2.
8 – 10 April 2019
Am in contact with Marcos Zegers, the Chilean photographer, about his mining images of Northern Chile. he kindly looked at my work and gave me some ideas. I need to think about these and rework my A2. I have to await printer ink before I print out my thumbnail images and do a storyboard as Clive suggested. Am delighted Clive likes my pin hole images on “Just Because” forum.
Re-reading my work here before submission. Have my essay out to two friends to read for me and see if they have any suggestions.
12 April 2019
Watched the Paul Hill video which Fitz posted on the OCA forums. It was one of the best hours I have spent in a long time. The man is so straight forward. Couldn’t work in the garden as I strained a muscle in my gammy leg…. The hubby pulled a muscle in his back while fitting out my studio. We are getting too old for all this activity!!!! Both frustrated as hell. However this has given me time to research the history of mining in Chile. I am churning over ideas of how to reconstruct A2 since I have had communication with Marcos Zegers the Chilean photographer. I must pay special attention to the choice of images and how they hang together for this project after the comments on my assessment feedback. Have sent a mail to Wolfgang Griems, a Chilean mining historian about using old images. let’s hope he responds.
Sent results to Russell who thought I should have got a higher mark. This was nice to hear but I. in fact, thought it was spot on. It is hard to know when one does not see what work gets what results.
14 April 2019
In Cork city today. We had to come yesterday for a hospital appointment tomorrow!!! This was because there was a storm predicted and the ferry man could not guarantee boats till Tuesday morning!!! This is the joy of living on an island. Normally this does not worry us if we have not to be off the island.
But ever cloud, even storm ones, have a silver lining. Our visit to Cork meant we got to visit the Crawford Gallery where there is a Mary Swanzy Exhibition. I intended to come up to see it anyway but this unexpected few days meant we could have a really leisurely visit. Will write it up.
16 April 2019
Finally made it home this morning after a couple of days in the big city. Happy to be back. The sun is shining and no trace of the storm other than a shelf fell on the cats bed and frightened her out of her wits…. So she got royally spoiled this morning on our arrival…
Have spent the morning reviewing the essay and incorporating the suggestions made by friend and family. I believe ti is ready now to send for feedback.
7 May 2019
Had my Skype feedback – very satisfactory. My tutor was happy with my essay but offered a few suggestions which I am working on at the moment.
She gave me some links to follow up. We had discussed our mutual horror of war. She suggested I look at the work of Giles Duley. I am reading through the stories. The following quote moved me greatly:
A trip in March 2017 that left bereft of hope, and questioning the validity of the work I do. For a month after returning, I didn’t feel like speaking to anyone, just hid from the world. When faced with such darkness and violence, what value can a photograph have? Does it become just voyeuristic to capture and share those moments? Against such horror a camera seems impotent, its use almost perverse. [http://legacyofwar.com/camp-pj-harvey-ramy-essam-images-legacy-war/}
So much my own sentiments about photographing both war and poverty. I am reading through the stories. I understand why Duley continued to men these images and to tell the storied. But I ask who is photographing the people who carry out these atrocities. Or those who start and or finance war.
8 May 2019
Duley’s images are emblazoned on my brain. Am I wrong that images are not powerful at moving people to contribute to these projects – maybe I am but I still would never contribute to anything like this without direct involvement. I would go on protests about war and I would canvas to stop the production of machines of war. But I am still adverse to using images of mutilated people to raise money – just me….